2004-10-18 - 10:01 a.m.
I was up early and let the dogs out at about four this morning. It’s now ten a.m. and they’re still not back. I’m trying not to worry. I’ve been up the road on my bike and just came back from a trip into Wiscoy, looking for them. I had hoped – half expected – they would be at the back door waiting for me when I got home, but they weren’t. I keep getting up, looking out the windows, thinking I hear them chasing each other around the house, but of course I am only imagining.
I don’t want to go through this again. I don’t know if I can take it.
God help me.
(They're back now.)
